I'm just a nerd girl.

A rather modern Runestone, erected in Lund, Sweden, at Ericsson building entrance, in honour of Danish king Harald Blåtand ("Bluetooth") Gormsson


I remember Reddit after I started using it, around the time of the Digg exodus. It was a fun community of nerdy people. Just doing some things because it was cool.
A few years later, I had the weirdest feeling that that vibe was gone. That both behind the scenes, and more overtly, they had to be prepping for accommodation of corporate interests. A little bit of officially sanctioned promotion here, a dash of ignoring guerrilla marketing there.
And for several years now, it's not even subtle anymore. Reddit does what some dude with money bags says must be done, users be damned.
Got the new one too
Remember, they're targeting a specific demographic.
People who are so horny enough about a random girl online that they're willing to type out long URLs off the images without thinking about what they're doing.
I remember the last time I got messaged by some misogynist dipshit, way back in Halo 5, blaming me for losing the game. ...When he was the worst performing player in the team. I just stared at the post game report and wondered how the heck the dude even managed to get a ranking as low as he did.
I always preferred the C64C style keyboard where the graphics characters were in the top of the keycaps. This is my C64G (old breadbin style chassis but with C64C style colouring and keycaps):

Quick summary: You get the left graphics character with the Commodore key (bottom left corner), and the right character with Shift key. By pressing Commodore+Shift, you swap between upper case + graphics characters mode and the upper case + lower case mode, applying to the entire screen (so you can't actually use the right graphics characters in that mode).
Fun thing: To switch to another text colour you press Ctrl + number keys, with 8 colours available there, just as in the VIC-20. However, there's also another set of colours available with Commodore + number keys, for another 8 colours. I guess with Jack Tramiel's penny pinching, they didn't bother to mark those on the keys when making the next gen system.
My favourite was the one Finnair used to do in the spooky season. Flight 666, straight to HEL.
Depends on the burrito. If it looks small enough that I can finish it without it starting to fall apart in my hands, then I probably can eat it that way. Most of the burritos in the local texmex places though? Yuge.
That must have been frustrating when the user base responded "but I already got my Blåhaj"
Frankly they should have nuked "OneNote for Windows 10" long ago and quietly replaced it with the Office version. Or better yet, not launch a separate version to begin with under the same name. But this is Microsoft, having multiple apps with the same name is just the norm.
AI business is owned by a tiny group of technobros, who have no concern for what they have to do to get the results they want ("fuck the copyright, especially fuck the natural resources") who want to be personally seen as the saviours of humanity (despite not being the ones who invented and implemented the actual tech) and, like all big wig biz boys, they want all the money.
I don't have problems with AI tech in the principle, but I hate the current business direction and what the AI business encourages people to do and use the tech for.
In SMITE's case, the characters come from mythological sources and those sources are public domain. However, the way they're depicted was chosen by the game developer and their depictions are copyrighted by them.
If someone copied the list of characters and made their own game with their own artwork and gameplay and everything, SMITE's creators could do absolutely nothing about it. But if they copied any substantial elements from SMITE directly, then it starts to go in the direction where lawyers start rising eyebrows. At that point it's no longer making original stuff based on the same PD material.
In Finland we have this one liquorice candy that looks like chalk. The school children yearn for the chalk. It's normal.
(Aluminium spoons immediately sold out)
Pro tip from a seasoned domestic train traveller from Finland: don't you go nowhere without a camping spoon/fork combo. Got a random military surplus one and travel has been smooth ever since. (Also have a table knife, a wooden mug, and a thermos mug. Oh and a Swiss army knife, but that's just regular every day stuff.)
I have no idea why the makers of LLM crawlers think it's a good idea to ignore bot rules. The rules are there for a reason and the reasons are often more complex than "well, we just don't want you to do that". They're usually more like "why would you even do that?"
Ultimately you have to trust what the site owners say. The reason why, say, your favourite search engine returns the relevant Wikipedia pages and not bazillion random old page revisions from ages ago is that Wikipedia said "please crawl the most recent versions using canonical page names, and do not follow the links to the technical pages (including history)". Again: Why would anyone index those?
- Seats smell very faintly of pee
- On an unrelated note, the dashcam says "made in the USSR" for some reason
- It's not a bomber, technically, but it does bomb a lot
- but don't use that mode deliberately, because the ballistic system gets very confused sometimes and targets golf courses instead
- ...I can't think of any more lame jokes, I've not had my morning covfefe
GIMP (at least in v2) does have a vector path tool and stores the paths with the image! Thing is, they kind of work like selections and you have to explicitly stroke the paths on bitmap layers. It's a bit more complicated than necessary and not easy to grasp at first.
For illustration work, having good support for both vector and bitmap elements is pretty damn convenient. For example, in comics, you draw the comics themselves in bitmap layers, while panels and speech bubbles go in vector layers. Having the ability to edit the speech bubbles easily is pretty neat.
(Optimally inking/outlines would be vectors too, but most people prefer to do that with bitmap tools anyway, or vectorise later.)
Krita actually does these pretty solidly - vector tools are there and they're pretty easy to use. In GIMP 2, the vector path support actually is there and the editable texts are actually pretty great, but it has the air of "power user trick, for those in the know" rather than something people actually discover easily. You also need to update the vector strokes manually. (Haven't tried GIMP 3 yet.) The fact that people still assume you can't do this stuff really says it all.
Well sure, but the summer actually makes up for it.
(Personally: I'm from Finland, have had depression with seasonal pattern. Winters aren't that bad, early/late winter sucks though. Psychochemically, because the day length is noticeably changing and sleeping patterns get disturbed. Socially, because all sidewalks and walking paths get really slippery no matter how much sand and gravel they put there and going outside gets a bit scarier.)

One Must Fall 2097 Theme (Byproduct remix)

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Fulfils the cyberpunk aesthetic, does it not? Because the musicians come from the Demoscene. Even when the game is mostly about giant robots beating themselves up. (Ok maybe that's a bit cyberpunk too.)
The problem with cryptocurrencies is that you can explain it, without going to technical details, to a person with the intelligence of an average investment banker. (Which isn't much. Many animals make more profitable random investments when prompted.)
Same with generative AI I guess.
Much of my PC gaming, back in the day, was "oh this looks like a good game. Runs like dogshit on my PC though. Maybe I'll wait until I get a better PC." [wait 10 years] "My ADHD has gone worse, I can't play all this stuff"
There's this Finnish joke that doesn't translate well, about a physicist who got pulled over by police. "Uh, I guess I accelerated a bit."

The Ultimate Blender Tutorial (in 1998)


This book SUCKED. And not due to its informational value!!!
It was because the pages tended to pop off. It's a shitty binding, see?
The publisher, Not a Number (aka Blender's custodian corp) issued a recall, and offered to do spiral binding on these things. I was a university entrant. Book swappage could have been expensive. Didn't do it.
So I have a book that creaks. Half of it dedicated to turbo rad late 1990s art.
("Blender v1.5 Manual", by Ton Roosendaal, published by Not a Number in 1998, ISBN 90-76519-01-3)

In moments like these, I feel like nature is trying to give me a message


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Damac & Swallow - Butterfly Flew Away (BUTTERFL.XM)
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Butterfly Flew Away
Damac & Swallow
Once upon a time there
was a man who had no
friend.
One day he was sitting
on the grass of the
huge park.
Suddenly the butterfly
landed onto his hand,
and started to talk to
man:
"I came from heaven
and have you a messa
ge. Do not ever break
the wings of butterfly
or I will punish you
harder than anyone
ever..."
Suddenly the butterfly
disappeared as fast
as it had appeared.
The man thought
a while and understood
the meaning of life.
After that he was nev
er lonely or depressed

Kids Relief: The $100M Charity Teaching Kids To Gamble In Roblox
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[1:07:28, channel: mrixrt]
Quick video summary:
- There's a few charities, Comic Relief and Kids Relief. They've done a few questionable things over years.
- Such as commissioning a few educational games aimed at children, and then put the net profit gained from them to good use. ...The games are AFK brainrot with gacha mechanics and zero educational value.
- Also the games are on Roblox! We were talking about net profit here. Roblox eats a huge part of the pie.
- And the development house themselves? It was started by a few YouTubers and it all goes downhill from there.

Just a random demo reel from "NeoGeo". Made with some random Amiga software. I'm sure it was not in any way remarkable historically.

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Oh Google!


This is a twofer.
Combatant 1: Google.
Once every time period of questionable length, Google gives me an Android pop-up that I can't dismiss. This is to "comply" with the EU law. They want me to be extra sure of my rights to choose and want to know which search engine I'm using for the Android search widget and Chrome.
Well, as a matter of fact, I use Google! So I tell them that. I hope it makes them happy.
Combatant 2: ME
...I fucking hate the Android search bar and I'm this close to installing an alternative launcher just to get rid of it.
Also I use Firefox.
(What do you call it when there's two parties who want the same thing, but there's an arbitrary pointless grudge that both of them can see?)

Milky Liquid Rule
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Didn't know this was them.


Been dumping my GameCube games for my own use. Noticing all kinds of weird things about the old games that I didn't notice before, or had forgotten, because it's been like two decades.
(Didn't get that much into Lost Kingdoms back in the day though. Because as far as inexplicably card-based RPGs go, I sunk so much more time into Baten Kaitos.)

I've heard this argument before. I didn't know how to potentially respond to it until they actually changed the prices.



"Conflict", by Garri Bardin, 1983 Soviet anti-nuclear-war animated film

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Warning: This was orginally meant for children, of course, but like all anti-nuclear-war films, it will TRAUMATISE YOU FOR LIFE.

AI Copyright Claimed My Last Video

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Summary: YouTube Content ID is, as we all know, not very good. And AI is making the situation worse.

Found some of my notes from 1994. Including some unfilled homemade character sheets. If you're playing BECMI, feel free to use this for period accurate retro feels



In zoos, many herbivores get to enjoy "seasonal vegetables". Giant tortoises like the spooky season in particular.


(Image credit: Ken Bohn, San Diego Zoo)

Deus Ex - Main Theme (2019 OST Remake)

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As we said in the last millennum, "'Nuff said".

How I Fell Out Of Love With Facebook (Tantacrul)

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...or, a very brief 3 hour summary of all the not so fun things Facebook has done, in case you need a reminder.

Drive Helsinki (a short film by Helsinki Synth City)

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Come on now, if this had been posted in the 1980s, it'd be peak cyberpunk. Actually, it holds up today! Synthwave dudes rock.