
Essays about medicine, medical issues, and my experiences in medicine. Click to read A Gremlin's Medical Journal, by Medgremlin, a Substack publication. Launched 4 months ago.

I wonder if an alpha blocker or direct vasodilator might work better for you if you haven't tried them yet. Or an alpha blocker like prazosin on top of a beta blocker.
The danger with beta blockers is that they can affect a lot more than just your blood pressure. They also slow down your heart and can effect how certain hormones like thyroid hormones work in your body. It isn't ideal to have someone maxed out on 2 medications from the same class and if that's where you are up to, that's kind of an indication that that medication might not be the right solution.
This is correct. Amlodipine is very effective as a blood pressure medication, but it doesn't get through the blood-brain barrier which is one of the biggest hurdles for any psychiatric or neurologic medication. There's an entire special sub-type of brain cells that control what actually makes it out of the blood and to the neurons and getting things past that barrier is quite difficult.
*Raise taxes on poor people. The billionaires can easily just fly to Europe for a shopping spree attached to their regular weekend jaunt and bring everything home in their luggage (if they cared about the prices of anything to begin with, that is).
But when they're really young you can do things like convince them that trees walk and that's why trees in cities are in those little cages or pens. (They do actually use their roots to pull themselves around a bit, but it takes a very long time for the amount of movement to be noticeable.)
The age group of children that gets put on leashes doesn't have the brain development to feel shame or humiliation. Their brains have literally not developed the cortex that does that yet.
From the age of about 2 to 4, my Dad made a harness out of climbing webbing for me and clipped the leash to a carabineer on his belt when we were out and about. We were constantly going to places like Haight St in San Francisco and hiking on the sea cliffs in Santa Cruz. I 100% would have gotten myself killed without that leash because I was very curious about the fishies in the ocean at the bottom of that 50-100ft high cliff, and my Dad was wrangling me and my sibling by himself while Mom was at work.
I'm pretty sure there's a picture somewhere of me leaning over a cliff being held back by the leash because I was a rambunctious little gremlin that was about 20 years off from having a fully developed frontal lobe. And I want to find that picture and share it with my friends because I think it's hilarious.
As a nerdy gal on the Internet, I envy Joanna.
That's why the trailer has me so hyped for this game. It looks like the game is going to be different because Ciri is the protagonist. Her experience, reactions, and approach to saving a young woman from being sacrificed are totally different than what Geralt's would be. I hate it when games like Mass Effect are like "Oh! You can play as FemShep! That totally counts as representation!" even though it changes literally nothing about the story.
I want more games that actually address the real and significant differences in the experiences and perspectives of different characters. I'm always disappointed when there's a "female" option that's just a re-skin of the male character with no changes in how the character interacts with the world and the story. (This happens a lot in non-video game media too.)
You're right. My brain is absolute pudding because I'm studying for my board exams. Doing a few hundred multiple choice questions about complex medical topics in a row doesn't leave a whole lot of processing power left for anything else.
Unfortunately, it appears that you are correct. They released a list of qualifying conditions and while COPD and brochiectasis are on the list, asthma is not.
Edit: I'm kinda braindead right now. Asthma is the first thing on the list. whoops.
That will usually qualify, especially since Covid is primarily a respiratory illness.
Part of my significant suspicion regarding AI is that most of my medical experience and my intended specialty upon graduation is Emergency Medicine. The only thing AI might be useful for there is to function as a scribe. The AI is not going to tell me that the patient who denies any alcohol consumption smells like a liquor store, or that the patient that is completely unconscious has asterixis and flapping tremors. AI cannot tell me anything useful for my most critical patients, and for the less critical ones, I am perfectly capable of pulling up UpToDate or Dynamed and finding the thing I'm looking for myself. Maybe it can be useful for making suggestions for next steps, but for the initial evaluation? Nah. I don't trust a glorified text predictor to catch the things that will kill my patients in the next 5 minutes.
It's entirely possible that it just wasn't diagnosed until very recently. Prostate cancer screening is not a standard recommendation at his age, and there are a lot of cancers that are very insidious. A lot of times, if there wasn't a screening test done for it, cancer is caught because of the symptoms of metastasis meaning that unless we're screening for cancer, we don't catch it until it's already progressed.
Some people are more attuned to their bodies and might notice the smaller, earlier symptoms, but for prostate cancer, they can be pretty easy to miss and the primary metastasis symptom is usually back pain from the cancer spreading into the lumbar vertebrae. A lot of people will just write that off as regular back pain and not go to the doctor for it.
My mistake, I recalled incorrectly. It got 83% wrong. https://arstechnica.com/science/2024/01/dont-use-chatgpt-to-diagnose-your-kids-illness-study-finds-83-error-rate/
The chat interface is stupid in so many ways and I would hate using text to talk to a patient myself. There are so many non-verbal aspects of communication that are hard to teach to humans that would be impossible to teach to an AI. If you are familiar with people and know how to work with them, you can pick up on things like intonation and body language that can indicate that they didn't actually understand the question and you need to rephrase it to get the information you need, or that there's something the patient is uncomfortable about saying/asking. Or indications that they might be lying about things like sexual activity or substance use. And that's not even getting into the part where AI's can't do a physical exam which may reveal things that the interview did not. This also ignores patients that can't tell you what's wrong because they are babies or they have an altered mental status or are unconscious. There are so many situations where an LLM is just completely fucking useless in the diagnostic process, and even more when you start talking about treatments that aren't pills.
Also, the exams are only one part of your evaluation to get through medical training. As a medical student and as a resident, your performance and interactions are constantly evaluated and examined to ensure that you are actually competent as a physician before you're allowed to see patients without a supervising attending physician. For example, there was a student at my school that had almost perfect grades and passed the first board exam easily, but once he was in the room with real patients and interacting with the other medical staff, it became blatantly apparent that he had no business being in the medical field at all. He said and did things that were wildly inappropriate and was summarily expelled. If becoming a doctor was just a matter of passing the boards, he would have gotten through and likely would have been an actual danger to patients. Medicine is as much an art as it is a science, and the only way to test the art portion of it is through supervised practice until they are able to operate independently.
In order to tell it what is important, you would have to read the material to begin with. Also, the tests we took in class were in preparation for the board exams which can ask you about literally anything in medicine that you are expected to know. The amount of information involved here and the amount of details in the text that are important basically necessitate reading the text yourself and knowing how the information in that text relates to everything else you've read and learned.
Trying to get the LLM to spit out an actually useful summary would be more time-consuming than just doing the reading to begin with.
This attitude is why people complain about doctors having God complexes and why doctors frequently fall victim to pseudoscientific claims. You think you know far more about how the world works than you actually do, and it’s my contention that that is a result of the way med students are taught in med school.
I'm not claiming to know all of these things. I'm not pretending that I do, but there is still an expectation that I know what kinds of health problems my patients are at risk for based on their lifestyle. I'm better off in this area than a lot of my classmates because I didn't go straight from kindergarten through medical school. My undergraduate degree is in history and I worked in tech for a while before going back to school. My hobbies are all over the place, including having done blacksmithing with my Dad when I was a kid. I have significantly more life experience than most of my classmates, so I have a leg up on being familiar with these things.
I know that there is a lot that I don't know which is why my approach to medicine is that I will be studying and learning until the day I retire. I have a pretty good idea of where my limits are and when to call a specialist for things I'm not sure about. I make a point to learn as much as I can from everyone, patients, other physicians, my friends, random folks on the street/internet...everyone.
For example, I know from watching a dumb youtube channel about some of the weird chemicals that someone who worked as an armorer in the Army would have been exposed to that can have some serious health effects, but that wasn't something that was explicitly covered in my formal medical school education. I have friends in the Navy and they're the ones that told me about the weird fertility effects of working on the flight deck of an aircraft carrier. The Naval medical academy did a study on it, but I would have never had the inclination to go read that study if I hadn't heard about it from my friends. The list goes on. There's so many things that are important for me to know that will never be covered in our lectures in school and wouldn't even come up as things to learn about if I didn't learn about them from other people.
Medical malpractice is very rarely due to gaps in knowledge and is much more likely due to accidents, miscommunication, or negligence. The board exams are not taken at the school and have very stringent anti-cheating measures. The exams are done at testing centers where they have the palm vein scanners, identity verification, and constant video surveillance throughout the test. If there is any irregularity during your exam, it will get flagged and if you are found to have cheated, you are banned from ever taking the exam again. (which also prevents you from becoming a physician)
It doesn't know what things are key points that make or break a diagnosis and what is just ancillary information. There's no way for it to know unless you already know and tell it that, at which point, why bother?
I'm looking for medical misinformation on the internet. Where should I be looking for it?
I'm a 3rd year medical student and I've already been caught off-guard a few times by the WILD medical misinformation my patients talk about, and figured that I should probably get ahead of it so that I can have some kind of response prepared. (Or know what the hell they've OD'd on or taken that is interfering with their actual medications)
I'm setting up a dummy tablet with a new account that isn't tied to me in any reasonable way to collect medical misinformation from. I'm looking at adding tik tok, instagram, twitter, reddit, and facebook accounts to train the algorithms to show medical misinformation. Are there any other social media apps or websites I should add to scrape for medical misinformation?
Also, any pointers on which accounts to look for on those apps to get started? I have an instagram account for my artwork and one for sharing accurate medical information, but I've trained my personal algorithm to not show me all the complete bullshit for the sake of my blood pr
What Cutting Medicaid Actually Means - From a healthcare professional perspective
I wrote an essay (with sources! and data!) about what cutting Medicaid actually means because people don't have good perspective on it.
I wrote an essay (with sources! and data!) about what cutting Medicaid actually means because people don't have good perspective on it.
What Cutting Medicaid Actually Means - From a healthcare professional perspective
I've started writing some essays about my experiences in medicine and I'd appreciate any feedback folks have to offer.
Essays about medicine, medical issues, and my experiences in medicine. Click to read A Gremlin's Medical Journal, by Medgremlin, a Substack publication. Launched 4 months ago.
I'm working on creating a little social media presence for medical communication and education, and that includes a little substack where I've been posting some essays on my experiences in medicine. I would really appreciate any feedback folks have to offer or suggestions for topics that might be interesting to read about.
(I'm holding off on posting some of my spicier opinion pieces until I've graduated from medical school and gotten into residency, but I do try to be candid in my writing.)
A week of chaos in public health - Your Local Epidemiologist
A discussion post (and request for suggestions) regarding Vaccination
I'm currently on my pediatrics rotation and on my first day in clinic, I had about 40% of families decline vaccinations. For the last visit of the day, the patient was a 3 week old coming in for her newborn followup and her parents said that they were against all vaccinations.
I asked them to tell me what their concerns were and spent an hour debunking conspiracy theories and answering all the questions they had. By the end of the discussion, they agreed to look at the CDC fact sheets for the recommended childhood vaccinations for the first year of life and said they would look at doing a delayed vaccination schedule at least. They wanted specific numbers and data about complication rates, but I didn't have that on hand. They seemed okay with my explanation that the data is everyone walking around that got all their childhood vaccinations and are doing fine.
Now, as a medical student, my time is basically worthless and I can absolutely sit there for an hour and answer questions, but
(For the Americans) When it comes to insurance, what is your approach to dealing with the insurance monsters like UHC?
I have some previous experience fighting with the mass-murderers...I mean...insurance companies from the role of a clinic assistant, but I want to hear perspectives from physicians or other providers about your approaches to dealing with them.
I plan on being very familiar with the ICD-10's and CPT's and how to match those up as advantageously as possible, but I know that won't be enough on it's own. Do you think having someone in the office with medical training whose job it is to deal with insurance companies as their primary/only job is necessary?
"The Adjuster" has definitely captured the collective consciousness and kicked off some serious discussions, but I'm afraid that the mainstream media, corporations, and corporate-owned politicians are going to stamp this out or defy the will of the people so vehemently that it won't matter what we do short of full-on revolution.
A journey through his online footprint and influences
This is a great article written by Robert Evans of 'Behind the Bastards' fame that goes into Luigi's background, social media presence, and apparent ideologies.
We all have had patients with chronic pain, we all know someone with chronic pain, and some of us unfortunately have chronic pain. We know how horrible it can make someone's life, and how much worse life can be if your insurance just keeps denying anything that could help.
Edit: Here’s a link to what is most likely the real manifesto: https://www.kenklippenstein.com/p/luigis-manifesto
Ken Klippenstein is a very reliable journalist and this version of the manifesto contains the snippets that have been released by law enforcement. Also, considering the thing was hand-written, that very long version involving his mom is dubious. (And there’s not any good evidence that his mom is in anything besides decent/good health)
A journey through his online footprint and influences
Edit: Here’s a link to what is most likely the real manifesto: https://www.kenklippenstein.com/p/luigis-manifesto
Ken Klippenstein is a very reliable journalist and this version of the manifesto contains the snippets that have been released by law enforcement. Also, considering the thing was hand-written, that very long version involving his mom is dubious. (And there’s not any good evidence that his mom is in anything besides decent/good health)
I'm sure we all have opinions about the UHC CEO, so I wanted to make a thread for discussion and venting for us.
My contribution to the Void Flood (this little gremlin's name is Nova)
America is about to wind back the clock on all kinds of healthcare, not just reproductive healthcare. What are people's thoughts and plans to help our patients through these next 4+ years?
I'm still a medical student, but I'm about to start planning out my 4th year, and I'm hoping to structure my electives to get the best education I can to help as many people as possible. I'm also planning on moonlighting somewhere like Planned Parenthood while I'm in residency to do a bit more in the way of direct assistance. (I'm pretty sure my state is just blue enough that PP will continue to exist in some capacity.)
Dr. Glaucomflecken on the IV Fluid Shortage
Having just completed my surgery clerkship, this is surprisingly accurate.
There's always time for a little medical humor!
PSA: Hurricane Helene trashed the US's biggest manufacturer of IV fluids, so expect shortages to be ongoing for quite a while.
This is my absolute favorite source of spices and I need everyone to know about Penzeys.
They have really good sales almost all the time, their spices are extremely high quality, and they are politically active as anti-fascist leftists....what's not to love?
Dr. Glaucomflecken is, as always, on point.
Let's hope Cigna catches some real consequences this time. (Not likely, but we can hope.)
Implicit Biases are very important to be aware of in healthcare. This is a project that has a bunch of implicit bias testing, and I think it's worthwhile to recognize your own biases.
I like to go through and take a couple of these tests every now and then to kind of check up on myself to make sure I'm not developing biases that will negatively impact my ability to care for my patients. I think it's probably a good idea to at least get a baseline for yourself so you know when you're most likely going to need to self-monitor what you say and do more closely.
For folks still in training, how do you try to present yourself to new preceptors when first meeting them?
Personally, I try to present myself as excited for the training with some degree of competence without trying to pretend like I already know....anything? I feel like I have some trouble striking the perfect balance between competent and receptive, or maybe it's a balance between confidence and humility.
I think erring on the side of humility and receptiveness is a better bet if you're not sure where the balance is, but I'd like to hear from other folks' experiences and perspectives.
(I'd also be grateful for perspectives from folks who have been preceptors or instructors!)