I hope you're feeling better! I'm also a slow-fire for these sorts of topics. I appreciate the effort in your reply, especially with health issues on top - my carefulness was partly due to illness, as is the delay in this one. Bodies surely are fun.
To clarify, I certainly don't condemn you for choosing substack, there are few avenues to choose for long-form writing not backed by significant capital. It's an issue that echoes part of the problem of trust allocation, which I've been considering the last few days. As you point out, it's not exactly as satisfying as actual transformation, which is part of what troubles me. It does make sense though, and if I understand correctly, the steps Tim Berners Lee is taking with the Solid project, or is at least trying to, hold a similar perspective.
From my perspective, we can only have the illusion of trust when the systems are deliberately designed to obscure their mechanisms. And the systems are certainly designed to be black boxes, looking through the Epstein Files financial data is confirmation enough of that. But then again, this has always been true, even if the form has changed over the centuries.
The last few years I've been watching from within how these systems work in the hopes of understanding how real change can occur, and experimenting with pushing change to see where the limits kick in, and how I can help transformation happen more effectively. Part of me hoped to discover something that made it all make sense, but very few of the lessons I've learnt are what I would describe as inspiring or hugely actionable without substantial dependencies. The least cynical summary of what I've learnt is something that is a very obvious proposition on the surface: Changing the results requires changing the goals.
But it doesn't take a whole lot of digging to discover that's just another can of worms.
I also appreciate your explanation of optimism, I had worried that perhaps I had missed some brightly shining silver lining to all of this in my tendency towards abject cynicism. Oriented certainly feels more apt, and possibly even achievable for me, depending on the day.
Thanks again for the considered reply and giving me more to mull over. I think it's time I reassessed my goals.
Thanks, I did know about the instance block, but I don't actually want to block all of the communities on the instance - just a few dozen of them. It wasn't even a sizable percentage of the instance, when it existed.