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  • why the hell do i need to validate my identity to new people in psychology

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  • I didn't ask for a psychologist, my parents made me see one. I hate saying this but, I need someone for tricking my parents to get me hrt. There's no way I can get my blood levels checked by myself.

  • UM HELLO!!!

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  • boobies....

  • how was your first quarter of 21st century?

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  • was born in this century, pretty cool thing i must say as a former unborn person

  • I'm a lesbian!!!

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  • hi lesbiab

  • How's your week been?

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  • i've discovered that i'm on a biweekly cycle of moods, one week i feel ok-ish and productive, next week i'm depressed as hell. i don't know what causes this "cycle" but my guess would be the endocrine system.

    this week was a "sad" week, couldn't really focus on things, there's not much to say about it

    got an appointment with my therapist on the 3rd of this next month, i'm going to tell her about my chosen name and ask for hrt. i don't care how i'll hide it's effects, i just don't want to disassociate all the time

    looking forward to next week!

    also guess who's top of their class!!!

  • How's your week been?

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  • i don't think a wooden box is comfy, probably not worth it

  • Oh my fucking good, estrogen feels amazing

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  • can you say that your cognitive abilities improved?

  • How's your week been?

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  • better than last week

    i think a fail safe or whatever kicked in my brain that kept me from feeling stuff, i was able function properly

    got an appointment with my psychiatrist and holy crap her price have gone up (by 100%), hopefully that will be the last time i see a psychiatrist for a while

  • How's your week been?

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  • crap, i've been on vacation for the last 4 days, brought a lot of books to study at home, didn't open a single book

    i think my antidepressants aren't enough anymore; the fog™️ got too big to suppress it. every thought i have feels like a giant rock, and talking to people feels like a chore. gonna make my mum book a session with my therapist soon; i hope she'll be a help. in the last session, she was kinda eager to start me on estrogen, wonder if she'll give in this time.

    if i start taking proper medication i don't know how or how much i'm going to hide it from my family. presuming i'll need to see an endocrinologist, what will they and my family need to know?

    facial hair fuckign sucks, more persists after each shave and there's no way to stop/slow down its spread.

    i would continue rambling on but it's getting too messy

  • Got my balls destroyed today

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  • did you ask if you can keep them

  • Somehow I am suddenly starting to resonate with women way more than I do with men (Alternative title: Women are awesome)

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  • this makes me wish i had a larger queer friend group

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    coolestusername @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Trans Music and The Desire To Exist - pappo

  • Grokipedia’s ‘transgender’ page is an absolute dumpster fire

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  • the hell is grokipedia?

  • I made BIR-style vindaloo 👩🏼‍🍳

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  • what does the gel itself taste like?

  • How's your week been?

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  • broke up with my girlfriend earlier this week, i was quite shocked when she said that. Cried for like an hour that day which was quite surprising that i had the capacity to cry like that, can't imagine how that would've gone if i was on e

    atleast i'm doing better academically

  • Literally nothing I could ever post would be funnier than this

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    i'm gonna kiss my girlfriend's cheek tomorrow!!

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  • what about the lips???

  • Coming out as bi

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  • that's kinda gay

  • The success of other people transitioning seems to be quite a trigger for my dysphoria

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  • Damn, that's a lot.

    Yeah, I dissociate a lot, haha.

    Anyways, they will get used to you doing stuff you like, they usually need to get past their trans and other stigma (which can take a really long time). If your city has a support group for parents of queer children, you can try signing them up.

  • The success of other people transitioning seems to be quite a trigger for my dysphoria

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  • As a person who's been in the closet for the last 4 years, I share the same struggles as you, I'll see someone sharing their transition story/timeline on other social media platforms and get a mood hit instantly.

    Seeing other transgender people is basically a reality check for me, reminding me of the harsh reality I live in, the person I actually am, and what it can be.

    Hang in there, probably everything will be alright!!

  • Trans @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    coolestusername @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    god knew i would be too powerful if i was cis

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    coolestusername @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    psychiatrist prescribed antidepressants instead of the actual stuff I need