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Like the wind... @ TokenEffort @sh.itjust.works

I'm only alive because successfully killing myself is hard. Bernadette, she/her, smash bros addict, dog person, work addict, ruined beyond repair, stuck in the past. I will defend Amazon and Nintendo like they're the parents I never had. They did, and will do, nothing wrong, ever.

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I hate my mother

  • Okay

    • They deserve better

  • Nothing happened.

    • What feels illegal but isn't?

  • Using multiple free trials.

    • They deserve better

  • Could you imagine having your arm cut off and everyone assumes you're bleeding to death because of autism and there's nothing that can be done about it?

    • I love the rain

  • I need more bike lanes

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    Humans are meant to work for big corporations and nothing else.

    Either you work for a corporation or you own one. The third option is death. Welcome to reality.

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    They deserve better

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    I'm not smart, talented, pretty, strong, or worth anyone's time.

    And now I actually keep falling off my bike

  • Still going to work overtime nothing matters

    I should withdraw my paycheck in cash and burn the cash every week. I only want to work. I don't want to get paid anymore.

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    And now I actually keep falling off my bike

    Rape videos do not violate reddit's rules

  • Free Speech!

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    I love the rain

    Best way to cry in public without anyone noticing

    Aussie Luck

  • Black cats are the purest.

    • I am bleeding all over

  • I'm sorry.

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    I am bleeding all over

    Hopefully my work clothes conceal the blood enough. I'll just say I fell off my bike.

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    I am NOT smart.

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    I hate my mother

    She took everything from me for the chance of getting free money that some random person got for a child who had an actual disorder. Ironically her pursuit for free money is why I'm free and got a chance to grow, but I should have had that chance when I was much younger.

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    I will always be burdensome worthless scum.

    I will always be the reason why something doesn't work out. I will always be the problem. Everything is solved by just removing me.

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    I wish all traces of my existence was gone and I just never existed

    Like, I should have died at birth like I was going to before some asshole scumbags had to "save" me. I serve as proof that not all babies need to be saved. Just have a new one or adopt a new one.

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    Big win for the people rooting for my downfall

    Which is everyone, obviously. Everyone wants me to fail and to live the worst life possible. It's funny.

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    Crying solves nothing

    WastedEffort

  • I've destroyed this account as well.

    • It's true that autistic people have the brain/mind of a child even when they are older?

  • It's true that people can be children at heart, and there's nothing wrong with it. They have jobs, but at home they snuggle plushies and bathe in slime because they bought those things with adult money.

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    I thought I've opted out of all Earthbound's Day ads

    Happy Birthday Ness and Lucas game.

    WastedEffort

  • I've broken my phone, scuffed up just about all of my devices, punched several holes in my bedroom wall, scratched my glasses, torn my favorite clothes, destroyed my favorite accessories, spilled several perfumes and skincare products, broken my favorite figurines, ripped my favorite posters, scraped up my legs and arms, and scratched up my face.

    I'm in so much pain but I'm just so angry that I can barely feel it. My hands are bleeding and are so sore that holding stuff is hard, I keep dropping things now. I'm shaking with anger every day. Anger that I'm finally experiencing today for things that happened years ago. I couldn't express anything then, I'd just shut down and let it happen. Now I'm ruining my life over things caused by people who forgot who I was. One of my worst abusers found it funny and told me she'd take pictures of the institution and show them to me later on in life. Because she knew I was traumatized there and it was funny.

    I really can't take it anymore. Everything hurts, I can't vent about it, and destroying my belongings and harming myself solves nothing but cause more pain. But I can't stop destroying stuff. I can't stop hurting myself. I'm just going to destroy everything I own until I have no clothes to wear to work, and make myself uglier than I am with bruises and scars, and whatever happens after then happens if it does.

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    WastedEffort

    I am now permanently banned from an office for punching a wall. If I need the service I need to go to any other location. The end is beginning. I can't hold in the rage anymore and it's now ruining my life.

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    I hate my mother

    Hey Bartender

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    MAKE IT END ALREADY MAKE IT END ALREADY MAKE IT END ALREADY

    Make it end

  • Honestly I can't trust anyone it just feels like everyone views me as less than, that everything positive is backhanded and fake, and that all criticism is vague so I continue to be worthless stinky filthy stupid scum. Everyone finds everything about me incredibly funny. I am unlovable worthless scum.

    • I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER

  • I already know and I wish society would quit treating me like a mary sue that can do everything perfectly because of some fake shit

    • I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER

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    • Make it end

  • Do you know how many mentally disabled people are just cheated out of growing up by the world around them and not by their disability?

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    I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER I HATE MY MOTHER

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    Just make it end

    I wish I could have just lived without that stupid shit being the reason why I did anything. Everyone else enjoyed and disliked media and hobbies, but when I did it was because of that shit. So of course I was forced to consume media and do hobbies hated while being abused into hating media and hobbies I enjoyed. So helpful. Thanks for nothing.

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    Make it end

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    I still get bullied today by family

    I'm still perpetually less than and such an oh so widdle reeree toddler trying so hard to be grown. I was right when I was 7. I should have killed myself then. It would have been funny, that a little worthless burden finally read the room and removed itself.

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  • 27 and yes. Feel like I lost all the time I had being young, and missed out on everything I could have experienced without looking like an overgrown child or an adult who peaked in high school desperately trying to relive being a teenager again.

    • I really just can't take it anymore

  • I am not talented, smart, pretty, or rich.

    • Mother is just an overrated snes/gba game.

  • I have never played them. The soundtrack is overrated for what it is. All the smash stages are bad.

    • ERADICATE THAT SHIT

  • All the fucking good-for-nothing boring weed addicted losers calling themselves that stupid shit for clout will never experience having everyone in their lives discuss them in front of them like they're wild animals that can't speak for themselves. They'll never experience having everyone experiment on them, triggering them on purpose to see a reaction and assume things about it instead of just talking to them. They'll never experience everyone being scared that they'll shoot up a building or rape children.