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One of the cruel jokes is that medication can fix a big portion of this issue, but you keep forgetting to take the medicine....
Be real cool if they had liked a dermal extended release or something.
Medications also have side effects, some of them are really bad. And some meds make people angry, or change your moods quite a bit. I don't like them, so I've stayed away from them for a while now after having tried like half a dozen different meds. Then I did a genetic test to see what meds would mesh well with my genetics, and it turned out there were only like 3-4 decent meds for me out of all the meds available.
Or worse u dont take the medication despite wanting to because u know once u do u will have to stop doing what ur currently doing and ur enjoying whatching yt and stressing about not doing shit.
I take my meds but it only helps so much. I notice i still have more trouble than others with certain things.
At least you can get meds. I have to get knockoff Adderall from the internet (a combo of Phenylethane and Octodrine). It doesn't work nearly as well as the real stuff, so I mix it with Kratom. I wish I could afford real treatment.
My doctor won’t give it to me because of history of addiction. I told him I’d been thinking of finding another doctor and he said, “should be easy to find someone who doesn’t give a damn about the rest of your health so he can pocket your money. No matter what you say though, my answer is no because I care what happens to you.”
That makes it difficult to even think about it because the man really does care about me and it’s obvious. I wonder if we just have a different view about things, but he’s the professional.
Maybe he’s right though. I’ve been on suboxone for over a decade.
I just wish I could use my brain.
He agrees that I have adhd, but he is afraid I’ll abuse the medication.
I wish I hadn’t put myself in this position, but adhd might have helped me get here in the first place.
I’m good though. I really am. I just wish I could be better.
Just got written up at work for essentially this.
Or yesterday, it was totally working! I swear everything was really good. And now I'm trying and it's not working. So tired harder and still nothing! I must be doing something wrong. I should carefully retrace my steps to the most minute detail. Oh, something shiny!
This almost hurts to read. Something about the one-two punch of relatability and desperation in the wording cuts deep for me.
Why it's stupid to treat people like memes.
like doing what?
My poor daughter. God help her. :p