Looking for books about NB existence

Hey,I am trying to find more books on the subject. Especially estrogen for amab, if you don't wanna go full woman, and trying to survive in a country with very limited rights and raging transphobes.

At the moment I'm reading Non-Binary Lives - An Anthology of Intersecting Identities, which is really cool, btw. But I don't know how deeply or effectively it touches on some of these aforementioned subjects.

Thank you!