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  • well, after months of deliberation i finally bought a one way ticket to portugal and planning to slowly make my way from there to either asia or africa. still have a day to chicken out and refund but i mean i've been desperately searching for a reason to not just up and leave the country, the bar has been barely above the ground, and still haven't found even one reason so doubt anything will change in the next day.

    i'm not necessarily looking forward to it, still trying to get past the "i wish things were different" mentality. just seems like the only thing left to do besides succumbing to hopelessness. i'm hoping the journey will alleviate my misanthropic thoughts and lead to finding my people, but i know it's best to not have any expectations. i'm also worried about what happens when i run out of the very little money i do have or potential prejudice especially in europe but fuck it i want to do less thinking and more action

    the only thing i will miss is my computer. still thinking if i should even bring a laptop since i plan to mostly camp

    • i'm not necessarily looking forward to it, still trying to get past the "i wish things were different" mentality. just seems like the only thing left to do besides succumbing to hopelessness.

      Well good luck. Even the journey doesn't satisfy, in terms of finding your people, it'll alleviate you some what I suppose.

      the only thing i will miss is my computer. still thinking if i should even bring a laptop since i plan to mostly camp

      I'd wish you bring one.

  • Mi Gente is it time to leave the US? Like all bullshit aside is it time to get out financial consequences be damned?

    I feel like "they just made the concentration camp budget 150 billion dollars" is as good an indicator as any. And even if it's not now there's no pathway I can see for improvement for this place. It will get there eventually.

  • Saw an Instagram reel where a white woman said "the caucasity" and it made me cringe a billion different times in 70 dimensions all at once.

    Is this normal?

  • Looking forward to another day of training, mostly a lot of down time fixing up a office so gonna be listening to some audiobooks when I can or podcasts. Got my lunch ready mexican rice, frijoles de la olla and some carne de soya. Also got like an hour or two to kill when I get there so prob gonna get some study on hvac done. This whole grind to try to get a better lot in life is difficult keep hoping it's worth it in the end.

  • Now, you may be wondering about, and you too as well, but why in the late times, just an hour after midnight?

    I shouldn't have drunk that chai very late

    • I know that feel...

      I sometimes will drink a caffeinated soda or even coffee at night and say to myself, "You're definitely gonna regret this. Just stop," but I do it anyway!

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