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Amy

@ lwhjp @piefed.blahaj.zone

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Hi, I’m Amy.

✨ New 🏳️‍⚧️ improved ♀️ version 👩‍❤️‍👩 out 🏳️‍🌈 now! 🎊

I live in Japan. Talk to me about Haskell, Scheme, and Linux.

日本語も通じます。

  • It was gender dysphoria all along!

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  • Ahaha, oh yes. We learned about castrati in music lessons, and all I could think was "that sounds awesome"

  • OOP for the win

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  • It's a beautiful feeling when everything is nicely encapsulated.

  • It was gender dysphoria all along!

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  • Ah, that's a good one! Two of mine that spring to mind:

    • My "fetish" for shaving off all my body hair. I had no idea why I was doing it, just that it felt really good.
    • When I first went to school, all the girls had pierced ears. So of course I asked if I could get mine pierced too, and was told no. That led to decades of being massively anti-piercings, because, it turns out, if I couldn't have them then no one could. When my egg cracked and I realized I was just jealous and didn't have to follow the instructions my parents gave my six-year-old self, I immediately went out and got earrings.

    EDIT: how could I forget? When I was about 11 I was convinced that I was going to grow boobs and could get transferred to the girls' school instead. No dysphoria here, totally cis behavior.

  • Dysphoria crisis.

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  • I found I didn't have the bandwidth to feel (or perhaps notice?) dysphoria about certain things until I'd taken care of the "higher priority" stuff first.

  • Do you enjoy nail art?

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  • Yes! But designs rarely turn out how I imagined, so I usually just use plain colors :3

  • An introduction and a thank you

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  • Hi Domi! Welcome to the club <3

  • Let's go, transbians!

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  • うん、今度是非！よろしく〜

  • Let's go, transbians!

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  • 今のところはBar Five、Lagoon、おむすびBAR八がおすすめですよー

    探検が進む…

  • What TV show, film, game or book character do you most relate to and why?

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  • I guess I really clicked with Miwa from 付きかな (How Do We Relationship): she just reacts in a totally understandable way to everything and has a lot of very similar personality traits. And Saeko is such a darling <3

  • 6 months and a few days on HRT

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  • That's wonderful! I hope you continue to find joy in your transition, and congratulations on your engagement <3

  • How's your week been?

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  • I counted in the new year surrounded by lesbians. It was fun.

  • And, just to conmemorate, here is my last outfit of 2025

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  • This is very femme and I like it a lot!

  • Does anyone else feel less dissociated as the gender they weren't assigned at birth?

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  • Um, yeah? Transitioning massively reduced my dissociation.

    That's pretty much the definition of gender dysphoria.

  • How's your week been?

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  • I finally had my initial consult for bottom surgery! Still a few more hoops to jump through, but it should happen some time next year.

    People are gendering me female (and acting interested!) even on zero-effort days.

    And I've just about worked up the courage to visit a lesbian bar over new year 👩‍❤️‍👩

    So, pretty good <3

  • Recently reached 1y on HRT

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  • Woo! Looking good!

  • How's your Christmas going?

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  • My still-not-ex-spouse is getting less and less cooperative. I really hope this doesn't end up in court.

    OTOH, I had my initial consult for bottom surgery, so on the whole it was an awesome day!

  • "You cant expect us to get used to this [new Name/pronouns] for those few times you visit"

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  • Fuck 'em. If they want their daughter in their life, they can learn who you are.

    It sucks, but not as much as forcing yourself to be around people who want you to be someone you're not.

  • jammies my gf gave me :)

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  • Those are adorable! They look pretty comfy too.

  • Is it weird that sometimes I like to imagine that all women are lesbians?

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  • I don't think it's any weirder than fantasizing about, say, having sex with your celebrity crush. Which is not weird at all.

    So long as you're not trying to follow through on it, enjoy your imaginary lesbian utopia!